Sometimes I wonder if its a good idea to keep blogs. It's like maybe those people that reads your blog do not know you personally and they start getting judgmental and all. Terrible. It's inevitable to immediately judge a person but at least think through again?
Those people who have been through much more in their life will feel something. They might have just lost something or someone whom they hold dear in their heart? Or maybe they simply had a bad day. I don't see the need why more pain should be inflicted on them.
I judge too. But I think them through. I want to change. I dont like being judged so why should i have the right to be judging others. I know :(
Like if I see someone not giving up their seat to an elderly person on the train or bus, I feel like she's so selfish. But come to think of it, maybe she's pregnant? She has some sickness that requires her to have that seat?
I think too much, I know. Heheh because the world has become so bad that the other day on a train, when I happened to see some uncle asking a young lady to give up her seat to a mother who is carrying her baby, the young lady totally panicked and took out her MCs and medication and what not. All her necessary items to prove to the uncle that her leg is injured and she needs that seat. I felt so terrible, like although it's funny hahah but this incident kinds of makes me think harder about what's going on. She's scared, why? Afraid that people will stomp her, scold her, accuse her of being self-centered and hurl vulgarities at her.
A fat lady? Maybe she's bounded by a kind of obesity disease that flows in her genes? being fat does not equate to being ugly in her heart. Same goes to having a pretty face or a sexy body, it does not make you beautiful.
A dwarf?
A pimply girl?
A shy girl?
A person with hideous scars?
Anyway they have their own life and they have every right to live for themselves. I think that, and I become less judgmental. I want to become a better person! However humans are humans, we live in a world whereby judging is something that is so automated & unavoidable so at least we learn to keep comments to ourselves, I'm learning & always learning.
I think this post is redundant, I hope no one ever reads my blog, heheh please! I don't know how to privatize it. Anyway yea just some little thoughts, judging can kill and have killed people. People who cannot take it will commit suicide? Or cry themselves to sleep everyday? Suffer in silence?
And I wanna thank God that I'm saved by the Lord so I look at things in an even more positive manner & I want to bless more people into becoming a child of the most high God.
Thank God for everything :)
We are all sinners and cannot force the world to change! So we have to depend on God to make our lives the best it can be.
Regards,
thoserachposies
